kU bErUnif0rm~

hahahahaha...cute ker bila pki unif0rm....??? eiii....menci...!!! xsuka...cukup2 la msa sk0la dlu jer pki unif0rm...nape aq xsuka pki unif0rm...??? sbb...b0ring! asyik kena pki bju same jer ary2...balik2 baju tu...
j0m kite tg0k cmne rupa aq bila pki unif0rm....

taaaaddaaaa....!! yess....sgt benci bila kena pki full unif0rm cmnie...rasa gud2 jer sbb bila jalan kt h0spital sume igt kami2 nie bakal d0kte...hikhikhikhikhik..

kami curi tulang...!! hikhikhikhik...msa nie p0sting kt tawakal...sweet mem0ri...

lagi..huhuhuhuhu

tema: ada jarak yang memisahkan...

mengular time keje..tg0k tv..huhuhuhu...

0wh~ kenApa mEsti kElantAn...???!!!

alahai....nape la mesti aq kena pegi sana...xde tempat best2 ckit ker madam na bg..maknanyer...mmg aq senyap jer la kt sna....mesti sepatah haram pn bahasa d0rg aq xfhm...kl0 kt cni pn da duk ter ha...ha...hikhikhikhikhik...owhh~ sgt b0san...xaci bet0l bebdk umah rmi yg dpt area kL....kl0 aq dpt kedah ker sekali lg ok gak...kelantan nie la h0spital yg 0rg paling xna pegi...tetiba aq plak kena...haish...bgun jer pg da kena bahan ngan bebdk2 umah...sedap jer d0rg duk gelakkn aq...ciss....!!! tau la aq balik nnti....n bila d0rg plak yg kena pegi sna...msa tu mmg guling2 aq gelakkn mereka...hahahahahaha....

s0 ramz terima la dgn hati yg terbuka....apa yg best ckit kali nie ummi ngan ayah na hantarkan..hikhikhikhik...mmg bej0li la aq kt sna ngan duit mereka2...hahahahaha

still rs xpuas hati....eiii...mencinyerrr....nape mesti pegi cni...!!!!

cALling...

"untung la jadi kwn kau b...sume giler2 kau syg...ada jer benda yg kau akan wat bg d0rg hepi..."

"hahahahahaha...yeker...??? xde laaa...biasa2 jer p0n...byk sakitkn hati ada la...kn...?? baik kau ngaku cepat!!"

"kl0 bet0l cmtu xkan aq jelez ngan kau sejak dr sk0la lg...tg0k jer la apa kwn2 pena wat kt kau dlu....tp kau still ley sengih2...ley senyum2...ley bg layanan baik lg..sampai pkwe kau bwk pempuan lain nek m0tor depan kau pn kau still lg ley gelak2..terang2 k0wt 0rg tu da curang ngan kau...sedap jer bg perempuan lain peluk die...kau pn xpna wat cmtu kn?? aq xtau la apa yg x kena ngan hati kau nie..."

"erkkkk...st0p it la derrr....abes na wat cmne...takkan na balas sume benda 0rg wat kt kite...xlarat k0wt...aq nie bukan kuat sgt...lembik...s0 terima la ngan hati terbuka...hikhikhikhik..erkkk...psl pkwe tu...citer lama derrr...abes takkan kau na suh aq kejar m0to die..melutut merayu sujud kaki die supaya turunkan perempuan tu...biar la..asalkan die bahgia...maybe sbb die xdpt bnda tu dr aq die cari perempuan lain...kl0 itu perempuan yg die kejar, aq xkesah la...seikhlas hati aq lepaskn die...aq bukan rugi pape pn...rite...?? bet0l kn ckp aq...???"

"abes yg mlm nie kau na sedih2 nie nape..?? abes da airmata tu...??"

"ciss kau...mulut ngan kaki lebih kurang jer kn...!!"

"hahahahahaha...kau nape nie...??? ada masalah...??? gad0 ngan pkwe...??"

"aduii...ik0t celah mane pkwe aq nie...??? xde pape...saje jer p0n..cm sunyi jer...aq pn rs x sehat ckit...rindu kau...taley na b0rak2?? yer la 0rg tu ada pkwe kn...kite nie sapela die na amik tau da.... ;( "

"kau nie...jgn na tacing memalam nie..baling ngan kasut baru tau..baik citer cepat...apa masalah kau...?? suara serak bagai nie...mesti nangis kn..?? aq da dpt bayangkan mata kau bengkak cm b0la g0lf tu..."

"eh mulut kau nape cm janda sgt haaa...?? sbb da lama xkena ngan aq eaa...??"

"aq kenal kau la...da lama kwn even jarang jumpe n c0ntact..jgn na s0rok ngan aq...kl0 x takkan kau na p0st tajuk lagu tu kt fb kn..???? ngaku skrg!!"

"kau nie sejak bila dibayar gaji stalker aq punye wall...??? hahahahahah...xde la...saje jer p0n...rs rindu...sunyi plus ngan b0san lg...taley..?? abes kau yg da ada pkwe jer la ley jiwang2 kt fb tu..??"

"bukan camtu la...ok...skrg baik citer apa msalah kau sbnrnya...??"

"xde pape la..sejak bila plak aq pndai citer kt 0rg masalah aq...??? huhuhuhuhuhu...pena kau tg0k muka aq nie masuk bilik kaunseling msa sk0la dlu...???"

"ok xnak ckp jgn ckp ngan aq sampai bila2..."

"ahh...kau plak na tacing...ok2...aq cuma rs sunyi...dats it...tu jer p0n...huhuhuhuhu...tep0n pn tinggal dlm l0ker jer...nie bwk kuar tep0n la kau...salah...??"

"eceh...0rg cm kau sunyi...??? nonsense la...!"

"lantak kau la...kl0 na layan mulut puaka kau tu mmg x abes la smpi esk...asyik aq jer yg kena bahan..."

"hahahahaha...silap 0rg la kau cari mlm nie.."

"memang p0n..n i regret it..huhuhuhuhu"

"mulut l0ngkang!!"

"sbb tu ley jd geng kn...???"

"benci kau..!!"

"yer la...kite ni dibenci2...tape la..."

"hahahahaha..ayat na sedap jerr..."

"mesti la..saham tu...senang na ngayat..."

"ngayat la sgt...tp tade pkwe jgk smpi skrg...hahahahaha"

"diam la kau...!! weii...thankz tau wat aq gelak..."

"tade 0rg yg takkan gelak kl0 duk ngan kau nie...kau patut bangga dgn diri kau...atleast ada sumthing pd diri kau yg xde pd 0rg lain...aq da lama kenal kau...even aq xtau apa punca utama kau jd cmnie mlm nie...tp aq tau ada yg ggu hati kau tu...l0ok, kl0 bnda tu melibatkn perkara igt satu jer...xde masalah yg xde penyelesaian..kl0 bnda tu melibatkn 0rg, kau sendiri tau apa yg kau patut wat if ada salah silap kau ngan die...pape pn tepuk dada tanya hati...fikir guna akal yg waras..jgn wat sumthing yg akan r0sakan diri kau...faham...???"

"mmg aq tgh bangga pn skrg nie...hahahahha..erkkk...yer...aq faham...act, aq xtau pn bnda yg aq wat tu bet0l ker x...kau sendiri tau aq nie kdg2 cm budak2...yg aq tau gelak nangis...n i n0e sumtimes, aq selalu menyusahkan 0rg..ntah la..kusut k0wt aq nie...yg aq tau aq da undur diri...aq da bg die ruang...ruang utk die hidup ngan cara die selama nie...msa sblm die kenal aq...aq rs cm aq nie selalu kacau die..ggu masa die..ggu hidup die..kl0 asyik ngan aq jer bila la masa die na cari gf kn...??? hahahahaha...terer x aq...?? duk fikir masa depan 0rg lain..."

"abes masa depan kau...??? "

"aq xtau lama mane lagi aq nie ley idup derrr....s0, aq xnak bayangkan yg indah2 masa depan aq...ckupla apa yg aq ada skrg...kang fikir masa depan kl0 esk aq mati...?? kempunan tu...hahahahaha"

"see...nie la salah satu sebab aq susah na lupa tentang kau...benda2 yg agak menyakitkn cmnie pn kau still lg ley gelak...mgkin kau na wat aq senang hati...tp aq tau kau menangis kt sana...aq igt lg dlu msa sk0la kau pena tanya geng2 kite, apa yg kita0rg akan igt tentang kau bila kau da tade nnti...suma jawab cara kau, gaya kau, perangai kau...sbb susah na jumpe pd kwn lain..."

"tu citer lama la...manusia berubah kn...??"

"tapi kau tak...tu bezanyer...."

"wah...aq tacing..!!"

"tg0k...kau still lg... :'( "

"eh...jgn la nangis...aq main2 jer...aduiii...derrr....x ganaz la cmnie...nie sape yg ada masalah aq ker kau...??? td sedap jer mulut duk ngata aq kn...??"

"sengal kau kenakn aq balik..."

"mne ada....hahahahaha...dun w0rry la...aq ok2 jerr kt cni...psl kwn aq tu, its 0k la...xkan die asyik na kwn ngan aq jerr kn...biar la die cari kwn lain plak...lgpn salah aq kn...atleast aq puas sbb pena wat die happy sblm nie...n0w, kalau die taknak maafkan aq sbb wat die cmnie aq terima...aq taley wat pape derrr..."

"dia maybe happy tp kau...???"

"aq happy la nie...tak dengar aq gelak2 nie...??"

"gelak2 ngan suara serak yg baru pas nangis nie...?? hip0krit bunyinyer kn...??"

"st0p it la syg...i've t0 st0p dreaming n st0p h0ping f0r that...did u understand?? s0 now i'm begging u st0p all of this...can u...???"

"what the kind of heart did u have syg...?? s0 just biarkan jer sume tu...???"

"yup...let it be..i'm ok with that... ;( "

"HIP0KRIT...!!!"

"ya i n0e dat..but i have t0..."

"up t0 u...!!"

"tape la...satu hari nnti if die perlukan aq, aq still lg akan jd kwn yg terbaik utk die...utk kau...utk kwn2 yg lain...aq kn kuat...huhuhuhuhuhuhu..."

"sakit telinga aq dgr gelak hip0krit kau tu..."

"lalalalalalala...wh0 cares...??"

"tape2...kau tggu laaa........"

ttuuuuutttttt...tuuuuuuttttt...tuuuuutttttt...

putus sudaa...?? haisshhh....

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- HURT -

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you

what's ur name's hidden meaning....

You Are Carefree and Passionate

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous. You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things. Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

hUru - hAra...

"eh b kau nape cm 0rg putus cinta...??? muka cm janda mati laki jerrr...." ramz: " putus cinta abah kau...!! ik0t celah mane aq nie becinta..??? "
p/s: kata2 diatas agak kasar tp ia biasa utk 0rg n9...harap tiada yg terasa...

errkkkk...tp mmg agak huru hara ckit k0wt idup hari nie...byk temenung...kumpul reramai pn byk senyap jerrr..dlm class pn duk tersengguk2..nape ea...?? ntah....xde m0od k0wt...agaknyeerr la...mkn ntah kemana...suplement kelaut...hahahahaha...bgus ramz...sy suka cara kam0!

sakit tangan semalam pn denyut2 lg...tp ptg td aq da bantai main badmint0n 5 game n0n-st0p...haaaaa...hebat x...?? hebat x...?? sampai hancur bulu tangkis tuu...kl0 x mesti x st0p lg aq main...errmmm...tp bebdk sume pelik nape aq main smpi cmtu hari nie, sedangkan aq nie la manusia yg paling malas skali utk beriadah....na turun g beli mkanan sendiri pn kirim2 jer punye pemalas...tp hari nie cm 0rg na lepas geramm...sampai ada yg xna main ngan aq sbb xlarat na kejar shuttle...errkkk...s0wie xsengaja.... :(
tangan da sakit tahap dewa tp still aq xst0p main...sengaja tambahkan lg pressure pd tempat yg sakit tu...utk apa...??? just utk puaskn hati sendiri..huhuhuhuhu..sbb dlm 0tak nie ada sumthing yg aq tgh fikir...t0day, i realize one thing b0ut myself...aq suka sakitkan diri sendiri bila ada masalah 0r sakit hati ngan 0rg lain...bg aq bnda tu akan wat aq puas even diri sendiri merana...cm mlm nie..tgn aq da bengkak ckit..sakit k0wt..adehh..padan muka utk awk ramz...tahniah!
da jd cmnie pn aq still lg ajak d0rg main badmint0n lg mlm td..xserik!! "jgn wat keje giler la b...."
a'ah mmg aq giler p0n...s0 what...??!! wh0 cares...??!!!!!


GUNDU....
maaf selalu wat kam0 mara 0r sakit hati, degil ckp kam0, mungkir janji n bla bla bla...byk sgt...xlarat na taip....ermmm...byk benda na share ngan kam0 hari nie...na2 lg bila result midsem da kuar....rasa na jerit bgtau kam0...ramz st0p utk wat perkara2 b0do seperti ini.. T_T
pape pn tak kesah la...h0pe kam0 sentiasa bahgia kt sana..hahahaha...ayat cm hampehh...! ;(
harap kam0 hepi bila da xde 0rg na ganggu kam0..na kacau kam0 24 jam..na gad0 ngan kam0...na wat kam0 mara...n mcm2 yg agak menyusahkan kam0 selama nie...s0ri pakcik..!! (-_-)

act, aq xsuka rs cmnie...rs k0song...s**** la!! aq xtau apa yg xkena...apa tah yg wat aq d0wn sgt smpi cmnie...bencinyeerrr...na balik kuantan....!!
hhuhh....jgn wat hal ramz...final da xlama...kl0 terus cmnie alamatnyerrr....terima la kl0 kena resit paper nnti...sumb0dy help me pleeessssss...!!

its hard for me to admit.....

tak tahu nape laju jer tangan aq duk lakar benda nie dlm diari...ciap kaler2 lg..h0h0h0h0..k0non dlm hati ada taman la tu...last2 hampeeehhh...rs na pijak2 plak tgn yg rajin duk wat benda nie..padahal kak azs da bebel2 kt sebelah nie suh ciapkn esaimen...tp aq ley wat pekak jerrr...ter0k kn...?? sampai la aq kena ketuk ngan die baru aq wat esaimen aq..tu pn xciap...tapi t0ksah cakap la tahap kec0motan esaimen aq tuuu...kl0 lec tg0k mesti die ley tnya aq cmnie " awk tulis pakai kaki kerr...??? " errrkkkkk...(-_-")

finally pas diketuk dan dibebel 0leh kak azs...ciap jugak esaimen aq walaupn separuh...hahahahaha...lukisan aq cm @#$%^&*.....ntah...aq pn xtau bahasa apa yg aq guna tu...tp bukan mencarut 0k.. ;p

c0mot cm tuan die riteee...?? haissshhh...nasib kau la ramz...

p/s: maaf entry nie agak !@#$%^&*....sbb 0tak aq agak beserabut ckit...

uMmi...

na balik kuantan....duk ngan ummi...duk kt cni tak terjaga....byk mkn hati lg...rs cm tggul mati...
ummi....angah lapar nie....taley td0 lg... selalu jadi cmnie.... T_T